i hope it's O.K for me to write in english?
I guess i would like to know how men see this...
i am 38, apparently very attractive,healthy and still look young etc...here's my story in short form.
my last 3 boyfreinds have all been about 10 years younger than me. i guess i find their energy and curiosity exciting. i lived with the first one for 1.5 years. i was miserable and felt like i was suffocating."(it was boreing and he was "Klammering!).i left him
the second one was emotionally very cold but very sexual. i felt very excited being with him and i guess i started to "klammer." he left me!(lasted 1 year)
Now i am into the third relationship and after 5 months i am getting panicky to the point that i think i should end it. i am afraid that it is going to end like the last one (and that was painful).we have had wonderful fun (skiing, meeting freinds,exploring etc..). but i have noticed he is starting to do things without me.don't get me wrong i want him to be happy and feel free.but he has also mentioned he will be starting a Phd next month and won't have much time.i have said nothing to him yet because i wanted to see how i feel about this. my guts are telling me that this guy is attracted to me but not really that serious about a relationship.
i am a "grown up" girl but feel like a teenager again.he doesn't like to talk about these issues and i can't get much out of him.
should i end it here? i feel you have to test these things soon in a relationship before you end up waisting more time.how do you see older women, younger men relationships?thankyou